During the first 25 weeks of my pregnancy, I felt like I was dying — Mo'Cheddah
Modupe Olateru-Olagbegi, also known as Mo'Cheddah, a
Nigerian musician, spoke on her 25 weeks of pregnancy.
She shared a pregnant photo of herself on Instagram,
revealing that she suffered severe vomiting for the first 25 weeks of her
pregnancy.
The singer, who announced her pregnancy a month ago, said
she felt like she was dying during the first few weeks of her pregnancy.
"I had hyperemesis gravidarum during the first 25
weeks of pregnancy, and let me tell you, it is the most difficult thing I have
ever experienced in my life, and I doubt anything else could be more demanding
or unpleasant," she said.
"I was bedridden for weeks, barely able to open my
eyes or speak. I couldn't do anything except breathe.
"I vomited up 10-15 times a day." I wouldn't
call it vomiting; rather, it seemed more like an exorcism, with me feeling like
a sick volcano that needed to erupt far too regularly. "I couldn't eat or
drink anything." Throughout the pregnancy, I've had the worst heartburn,
indigestion, constipation, and acid reflux, as well as the greatest pelvic
discomfort, which began at six weeks (cue in my voice over artist voice )
"It was impossible to be grateful in the midst of
the enormous, dreadful 'agbalumo' emerging blisters, wicklow, aching eyes, and
teeth."
"How could something I so passionately desired
become the most agonizing experience of my life?"
"I sobbed a lot because I was in pain and because I
felt horrible for feeling so bad since I couldn't see past it."
I understand that growing up is difficult, so why did I feel as if I were dying and going to hell?
"How come I didn't notice
something was wrong with me?" When you're sick all the time, why is it
termed morning sickness? Why is my doctor telling me this is completely normal?
"This isn't normal!" "Why do I read new mothers writing about
how happy they are and how beautiful their lives are when I don't feel the same
way?" (sic)
Mo'Cheddah also mentioned other women
who had been in similar situations, remarking that pregnant women have a
"strong sense of fragrance."
"Growing a human is
mind-boggling and amazing," she said, "but I know it's HARD."
I'm getting tired of repeating myself. I have the impression that I am complaining.
This is, nonetheless, my reality.
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